Being Sick

Can be a blessing. I was running around very fast before it happened, and while a lot of the time is spent in too much pain or too unconscious for reflection, I have caught a few moments of good time with myself. There's nowhere to go, just here in bed, reflecting, thinking...It's wonderful actually...have missed doing this for a long time...

I think I might know who I caught it from too, she was sick for about a week - last week. So that's my guess.

I'm sad about having to cancel my meal for Friday night, and Oneg this week...it really would have been nice to have people over for singing and Divrei Torah, but Hashem has His Plan, and I'm sure it will be a better one that I could have planned. Maybe the plan is for me to experience the kiddusha of this week on my own...